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[May. 26th, 2012|05:57 pm] |
My week in school? Stressed, fucking stressed. How i felt for the past week? Unhappy, fucking unhappy. I don't even feel the joy of going to school anymore. Not like I found joy in going to school right from the start. Okay, just feel unhappy nowadays... Posted via LiveJournal app for iPhone. |
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[May. 19th, 2012|12:57 am] |
What a hectic week i had, i am amazed i made it through alive. I could barely feel myself by thursday, I felt suffocated, stressed up and that everything is not going my way. Well, how many times in a year do I feel like this? Rarely. I am quite worried for myself when i feel like this sometimes. And it's bad that i am feeling like this more ever since school started.
What made me insane was that i had three tests/quiz and wow, the last time i took a test/quiz that is graded was months ago. And school just started and i just wasn't ready for tests yet. SO I WAS FEELING STRESSED UP! Lol, I won't even feel like this during secondary school cause f44 was so slack and yea i miss that :( On wednesday, i had soccer training till 9pm and the next day i have a bio test which i am totally unconfident for. That night, i studied till 12am and while i was burning the midnight oil, i just felt very emotional. Sigh, been feeling like an emotional wreck recently.
Breaking point was on Thursday which I had a 8am lecture and everything was like !@#@$#%$&. I barely had 6 hours of sleep and everything just didn't felt alright. I was feeling grumpy and moodless. I don't feel like talking to anybody nor do i feel like doing anything. Plus i had to complete my Gen Ed CA because i am unlucky enough to be picked to present today. So i didn't joined my classmates for the movie. I was feeling totally drained out! But i followed them to cineleisure cause i reckon i could take a stroll down orchard road myself to calm down.
So I thought some retail therapy would work wonders for a shopaholic like me, even though i don't have the money to shop but window shopping would suffice. I went into H&M and saw something i had wanted for the longest time. Okay, not like i really die die want it but at that point of time i really wanted to run out of the shop with it cause i didn't brought my wallet out, had zero cash and i was alone FML. Was feeling horrible on top of my already terrible mood. So i walked out of H&M and started walking down orchard road. Sat down on a bench and starting feeling sad for myself.
I sat there for almost an hour, thinking about a lot of stuffs. From important issues right down to miscellaneous stuff. Sat there looking at people walking past and thinking about life. Aiya, i also dont know why i like that. After one hour, the thought of the crowd i will encounter at the mrt during peak hour if i don't make my way home suddenly struck me and hence i quickly choing to the mrt. So... is this what they call spending time alone? Okay, I'll make sure the next time i spend time with myself i have cash on hand and a book also. Maybe at a cafe sipping a cup of tea too.
Felt better on friday. Start of the weekends and end of a hectic week. Had korean BBQ with dw, ht and leng after school on a very very impromptu note. Been craving for it since the start of the year already. It was a great way to end this busy week. I see holidays coming soon! |
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[May. 13th, 2012|11:24 pm] |
 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTEST FRIEND!
It's been 6 years since i know her. Hmm, how time flies. Still remember the first time we met was when we went bugis tgt back during primary 6. That awkward starting "hi". LOL We even took neoprint on our first meeting. That neoprint now jian bu de ren!
 Wishing you all the best for Os. Never regretted knowing you :')  It was good seeing them. |
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